Yay! That's awesome! I hope it is successful for you. ttyl!

~Sarah~

Hi, I'm glad your move has been successful! I hope things continue to go well!

~Sarah~

Hope the move goes well. Lotsa luck

Kayla

Good luck with your move! I hope everything goes well for you! ttyl

~Sarah~

Hey we haven't heard form you in a while. I was wondering if you're still able to participate in T2T still? If not thats perfectly fine, and when ever you can come back you're welcome. We are trying to get a count of active members right now. so please leave a comment with want to you want to do. Hope to see you back.

~Katie

Good luck with the move, I hope everything works out well. I'm sorry Hillary is having trouble with it. It's hard to let go of your best friend. Well, ttyl!

~Sarah~

come back soon!

Gemz xXx

We miss you too rose darling. Come talk to us soon.

Kayla

Kool

Glad You are doing okay

Kayla

I'm sorry Jesse sleeps all the time. Well, at least you live with him, that's a plus. lol. Have a great Christmas!

~Sarah~

Merry X-mas and glad things are coming together.

TellMeAStory

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-T2TLeader

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Reminder: Group chat on thursday (see entry for details)

-T2TLeader

meh... you sound bored... me too. lol. See ya!

~Sarah~

Happy thanksgiving! I ate a lot of food yesterday... I had a full dinner and two desserts, and I was still hungry so I went and bought a foot long Italian sub and ate the whole thing. lol. Hopefully I will start packing on some weight soon. Hope you are doing well, see ya!

~Sarah~

I am going to add you to my myspace... mwa ha a ha ha ha.. lol See ya!

~Sarah~

thank you so much for your comments, really.

~Vanessa

Hi rose!...it´s been a while since I commented on your diary...sorry for that lol..it´s been busy around here, I can barely writte an entry.

remember what I wrote about food....enjoy it...eat slow...make the flavor last longer.....I know this may sound kind of cheese, but when you eat, it´s a whole experience that requires all of your 5 senses, so you need to truly apreciatte the time you take on eating it.

for example...just humor me...and go with it....see an apple...a gorgeous lusty red one......smell it...like you would smell your guy´s cologne on his neck....touch it, it´s not as soft as a peach, but it feels like you are touching a dolphin (trust me...I have)...smell it again....look at all of the different shades of red in it........

now bite it......savor every little drop of juice.....the sweetness, the crunchiness....listen to it crunch....it´s such a unique sound....because you are hearing it from the inside ear.....so the sounds will be intensified.

like when you humm......you can hear it inside....and you can feel the vibration of it too.

you wont be full......you´ll be CONTENT...it´ll be enough...because it lasted....take your time.

it´s funny how eating and sex can have so many things in common...lol.

I love green an yellow, how can you not love green and yellow? lol Just kidding, good to hear from you :)

Take care

~Vanessa

That was very interesting. thanks for posting it for us to see.

~Vanessa

BEAUTIFUL!!! ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!!! I LOVE IT, I DO, I REALLY DO!!!!! :D Thank you for posting that. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

I need to get the f*** out of this state. LET ME COME LIVE WITH YOU...I'll be your slave...I'll live in your closet...I'll lick your shoes....PLEASEEEEEEEEEE I love you princess deidei your still my bestfriend and I've never missed coffee from denny's and smoking behind buildings more than when I do it with you.....

You sound like you are having fun and being bored at the same time. Great job on doing pilates. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Well, all I can say is I hope things get less annoying for you soon. lol. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Hey, wow you got drunk a lot, lol. I know, fourteen year old boys are perverted. lol. Especially the preppy jocks. You should've just kicked his ass and taught him a lesson. Well, have fun with you're new kitty, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

AHHH!!!! Now I'm in suspense, lol. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Don't Forget To Weigh-In Today If You Can On The T2TLeader Diary!!

Thanks!

~T2TLeader

Hey, it's good to see an entry from you, it's been awhile. Have fun at your grandma's and the Avon party and your family reunion. Good luck at getting into school in the winter. And good luck figuring out a way to get some exercise and all that stuff. Well, see ya! =)

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Don't forget to weigh in if you can today on the T2TLeader diary!

Thanks!

-T2TLeader

Your new house sounds cool. Good luck getting everything in order. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Hey -

That sounds lovely, I wish I had my own place, but then when I had my own place, all I wanted to do was be home again. I can't win.

Ash 

Yay, you got moved in! I eagerly await the next entry, tell us all about it. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Awe....its ok hunny. Good luck at finding a place... and if all else fails, take these kiddies lead

hehehe.... they are soo cute. Anyways, hope you are having a greet week

~~Jessica~~<3

Ok, good luck!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

that sucks!!!!......

you shouldn´t put up with that shit....I say you should take your camera this time......and ask everyone to take pictures of you and your boyfriend (just the two of you)......maybe they´ll get the hint.....lol.

and maybe if you want to have fun.....you should tell everyone in the house that you saw a ghost down the hallway (maybe dearest aunt Gretta´s spirit...or their dead greatgrandmother...whatever works...lol)

they´ll freak out......and they´ll buy a ouji board......lol....better than bologna sandwiches!

best of lucks honey!

Well, I hope that you can warm up to Jesse's family soon, especially if you're gonna marry Jesse. It's very important. Good luck! Have fun looking at apartments and I hope you find something. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Good luck with finding a place to live and cars. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

I'm glad you're doing better. I'm sorry all that shit happened to you guys, but at least your house won't be as messy. lol. That's cool that you got to keep some of them though. Whenever I hear about that, they usually just take all the animals. That also sucks that you have to move, but then at least you don't have to live in that hell hole anymore and you can feel safer. Good luck finding a job and good luck finding a house. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

That must have sucked having so many animals. It must have smelt pretty bad too and gotten hair all over everything. At least the puppies and kittens were probably cute. Plus you got to keep your cat. I hope you enjoy where you're moving! ^_^

I lost a lot of weight earlier this year too when I was sick. I hope you feel better. It probably wasn't a lot of muscle weight either. It's mostly water and what not. I hope ya get better soon!!

*love*

I hope youre feeling better soon! Drink lots of water to replace what you lost!

remember to take some vitamins....lol.

hope you´re feeling better now

take care :)

Ick, I'm sorry your sick, that really sux. Hope you get better soon. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Congrats on the body fat %'s. And yes Muscle does weigh more than fat, ect... so dont be discouraged. Your body tone has got to be getting better every day! So kudos to you! And I too have been sleeping like crazy... I just try to keep telling myself that its just my body trying to catch up on the energy it needs..... plus once I can finally get some rest..... my body knows its possible to sleep; therefor, it gets lazy and wants to do nothing but sleep...lol.... And it is ok to eat something to keep your energy up there... with you having a personal trainer and working on your toning and such... try eating some edamame (ed-ah- mah- may) beans.... yes they are low cals, and they give you energy PLUS they work great for people who are working out. (They also have vitamins and such that help with burning fat and toning muscle) Have a great day hun

~~Jessica~~<3

Yeah, like the person said below, muscle weighs more than fat, so don't worry if the numbers on the scale go down or not. It's healthier to have muscle mass in the place of fat. That's good that you did something with Jesse yesterday (I'm leaving this comment on Saturday...lol), because sitting around the house is just a waste of time; you only live once. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

u've got a personal trainer! damn! lol. i wish i had one. arent they alot of money? well, good job on the working out. but u wont lose 2 much weight cuz it'll all be muscle.

lots of luv,

lifeis2short

Don't forget to weigh in today if you can on the t2tleader diary!

Thanks!

~T2TLeader

I know what you mean about needing some time alone. It's always very nice. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Yeah, I think your body will sleep easier tonight now that it did something. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

GOOD LUCK ROSY!.....hope to see ya tomorrow...well....actually it´s already tomorrow...lol.

900 cal...really low.......I wouldn´t want you to have a fall down :)

Wow, the person below really knows her stuff, and it sounds like it makes sense. You should follow her advice and ask her for more advice. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

I´ve been skinny for as long as I can remember...

but I CAN gain weight...it´s not like I´m one of those natural skinny people....

but the best advices that I can give you are:....

----- enjoy food..

don´t eat and swallow inmediately....savor the taste....you wont have the urge to eat a lot because every bite will give you satisfaction.

----- don´t drink slim fast......that´s just a yo-yo effect waiting to happen.

----- eat a lot of veggies....specially raw ones because they give you enough fiber and they can fill you up without the heavy sensation...a great snack for watching tv are carrots sticks, cucumbers sticks and oranges...you put lemon in them, salt, and some chili powder....they are really good like that!

----- if you eat meat.....trade red meat for chicken and specially fish....lots of fish.....

----- and also fruit...any kind of fruit you want...and specially berries because they are antioxidants and they make your skin beautiful...papaya is really good because of the fiber and it tastes great with a splash of lemon and a little sugar on top.

I don´t know if you are from the U.S.A.....but I´ve noticed that the U.S.A. eating habits are all wrong....I´m not only talking about junk food, I´m talking about eating schedules....

in the U.S.A. the heaviest meal of the day is dinner.....when it shouldn´t be......your methabolism slows down at night and you gain weight like a maniac...

the most important meal in your day should be breakfast (because of the energy boost that you need throughout the day)......after that it should be lunch...(what you usually eat for dinner should be what you eat for lunch...like roasts, chicken or fish with salad, even dessert like ice cream ---vanilla is the best one because it doesn´t have as many ingredients as the others do---, etc.).....

and finally dinner.....dinner should only consist of something very light like a salad......something that´s easy to digest......if you don´t feel like eating salad you could have 2 cups or even 3 cups of popcorn (natural flavored not buttered).....or you could have jello...(never ever ever eat meat at dinner time...that´s the worst thing you could do..it takes several days to digest it)

and if you have midnight munchies and you are feeling a bit anxious eat cucumber slices.....they´re mostly water and they relax you for a good night sleep....or have a handful of almonds.

------ try to avoid flavoured sodas like coke or 7up, etc.....those things are just canned mountains of sugar.

instead drink lemonade...natural...you could be surprised about this little recipe but....here it goes:

-water

-lemons (try to get the acid green ones instead of the yellow sweet ones)

-sugar

-cucumbers

you take the blender....pour the water...and you cut one lemon into 4 pieces...you throw them in (with the peel)...you cut cucumber slices...about 5 or 6 thin ones....and you throw them in (with the peel) you add sugar as you like it and blend the whole thing.....after you´ve blended of course you put the drink through a filter or strainer? (I don´t know the right word....but you do what you do so you don´t drink the peels)......and voila!!!.....you got yourself the best lemonade ever

you could also mix it up a little and instead of cucumbers you can also use a tiny piece of fresh ginger.

or this recipe also kicks ass for a treat (instead of a milkshake)

-a cup of yogurth

-sugar (as you like it but don´t go to far)

- 1/4 cup of water or low fat milk

-the juice of one or half lemon

put it all together in a blender...blend..pour...and enjoy...oh...and serve cold!

anyway......I hope you like this....if you follow it I´m pretty sure that you´ll drop weight real fast.......and you´ll be eating healthy and a lot!!!.....and you wont have to worry about counting calories because all of this stuff is known for it´s low calories.

it also never hurts to take some vitamins on the side...ok?

well......gotta go......hope you writte to me about what you thought.

I could give you a lot of great tips if you want to

take care and stay beautiful inside...cause pretty soon the inside and the outside will be a perfect match :)

P.S.----as you can see...I like lemons:)

I feel you on the whole "gym" thing. I HATE it when its super crowded. And on the water thing... I'm glad you realize that you do need it. And giving up sodas is a def way to be healthier. Its better for your body without them anyways. Good luck with everything hun

~~Jessica~~<3

Sorry you didn't get to go to the gym today. I find that if you stay at home all day, it makes it a lot harder to fall asleep and stay asleep because your body has been resting all day. Also, it's easier to fall asleep if you go into a relaxed state, almost meditating, because then you aren't thinking so much. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

I saw that thing on msnbc yesterday aswell...... it was slightly disturbing.... just like I looooove 'sugar' water when really its sweet-n-low water...... found out its really cancer water.... boo... seems like no matter what we cant win...heh

Glad to be back though and hope all is well with you

~~Jessica~~<3

Kewl. Is that Wiccan or is it just regular philosophy? See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Whatever you do, do not drink diet sodas. I found out that they increase your chance of gaining weight by 65%!! I know it sounds weird, but it's true. And they taste bad too, so their totally pointless. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Ick, cars like that are annoying. My dad's truck ran out of gas in the middle of an intersection once. It was annoying. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Boredness is boring. Don'tcha just hate it when there's nothing to do and no one to talk to? Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Don't forget to weigh-in today if you can on the t2tleader diary.

Thanks!

T2TLeader

Hey, I'm sorry Jesse's mom is so rude. I hope things get better with her soon, especially if she has the ability to kick you out and you don't have enough money to be kicked out. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Hey, that's good you're not pregnant, and I'm glad your mouth is feeling a bit better. I think it's a good idea to make your diary private, especially if people keep leaving snide comments. Have fun at your grandma's!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Hey this is Gemz! My Diary is BizzareStar but i have this one too. Thanks for all your support and advice and just being there for me! Hope you are able to get to sleep and have fun at your grandma's! Take Care! *smiles*

Gemz

xXxXxXx

Hey, I'm sorry you're in so much pain and that the doc didn't give you the right meds...what a friggin dumb ass. Good luck with the whole pregnancy thing; hope everything is fine. That's cool that you remembered your craft name. I don't have one yet. Well, see ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

YOU WHORE

because I love you just so damn much I decided to put something in here that will increase your appetite.

I seriously had no idea that dear little dumb c**t hillary had this much boob to her name. *sigh* life isn't fair. Now we shall hunt her down and kill her.

i dont have a dental job because i dont want one. i dont have a job in general cuz i dont want one. i dont need one. iam not an adult, and i have no need to be one. you might think tia loves us both the same... if thats what makes you sleep at night. your the one who keeps messaging me. we dont need to be civil for tias sake. we can fight over her all we want, because in the end. i will always win. i win at everything.

ooh.. and do you need me to teach you how to take better care of your teeth? cuz at 21 you shouldnt be having rotting teeth pulled.

Oh my God! I am so sorry that happened to you! That would suck! I hope things get better soon. See ya!

*Brightest Blessings*
~Sarah~

Hey, life is all about being happy with what you have. Be glad that you have your boyfriend, and somebody that loves you. Some people don't have that, and it really hurts them because they feel that they don't have anyone to hug them and cuddle them and comfort them in their times of need. But it's hard to love someone if they are always negative and upset, because you want to be happy. That's where your boyfriend is coming from. It's easy to be happy if you realize how lucky you are compared to a lot of people and if you surround yourself with people who are happy. And you can choose your feelings, believe it or not. You can actually choose whether to be happy or not. It is a choice. Well, see ya! *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

Have fun with Tia! Hope all is well. *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

Hey, sorry you're having so much boredness. I hope things get more exciting soon. Take care! *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

wow that gynm membership seems like a really good deal and it will b even better when u come out of there with an even hotter body

luv ele xxxx

Hey, that sucks that you didn't get to go to Tia's. That sounds pretty cool about the whole gym thing, except for the trainer's crotch thing...lol. It's good to stay in shape. See ya! *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

Hey, that's cool about the MP3 Player. But that sucks about your hair. And the hiccups...lol. Well, see ya! *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

I just read your entire diary and now I know what's going on in your life. I'm glad you aren't one of those people that's had a diary here since MDD first started and has about 800 entries. Have fun at your BFF's wedding! See ya! *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

Hey, thanks for your lovely comment and adding me to your favorites list! Your diary is kinda long for me to read tonight but I will read the whole thing on the weekend I promise. (Seriously, I will. I read one that was 192 pages in one day once.) Yeah, I'm not exactly a "real" initiated Wicca yet, but I can't right now coz my parents are Christian. So yeah, it sucks. ttyl. *Blessed Be*

~Sarah~

Thanks for your comment. I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in forever! You'll make your goals soon, you just have to stay strong and keep working at it. It is soo tedious. I mean not eating and excercising a bunch is easy to say, and seems like it could be easy, but it is soo hard. I hope you feel better, headaches are a bitch, lemme tell ya. LOL I had to play golf for 8 hours yesterday with one. Alrighty I hope everything else is going swell! Good Luck!

*mwah*

***LOVE***

heh don't worry about it....It's kind of hard to live up to anyways...and no I care about you ALOT like your one of my best friends, really. And I'm not just saying that....

OHHH I know I wanted to get some power aid so we could do the whole liquid thing but my mom wouldn't buy me any so I was like AWW SHUCKs, I think we should add bran cereal to our list.....GOOD JOB anyhow so far.....I Want some freaking power aid so I can excercise, how lame.....

I wake up at four in the afternoon most days so don't feel bad about it obviously I exceed your lameness by far.....

ohh and I had a california roll, sorry about that, it wasn't on our list....

I need excerciseparation....hahahaahah

ok well talk to you later.

[voodooflavoredblood]

OHHH I know I wanted to get some power aid so we could do the whole liquid thing but my mom wouldn't buy me any so I was like AWW SHUCKs, I think we should add bran cereal to our list.....GOOD JOB anyhow so far.....I Want some freaking power aid so I can excercise, how lame.....

I wake up at four in the afternoon most days so don't feel bad about it obviously I exceed your lameness by far.....

ohh and I had a california roll, sorry about that, it wasn't on our list....

I need excerciseparation....hahahaahah

ok well talk to you later.

[voodooflavoredblood]

OHHH I know I wanted to get some power aid so we could do the whole liquid thing but my mom wouldn't buy me any so I was like AWW SHUCKs, I think we should add bran cereal to our list.....GOOD JOB anyhow so far.....I Want some freaking power aid so I can excercise, how lame.....

I wake up at four in the afternoon most days so don't feel bad about it obviously I exceed your lameness by far.....

ohh and I had a california roll, sorry about that, it wasn't on our list....

I need excerciseparation....hahahaahah

ok well talk to you later.

[voodooflavoredblood]

OHHH I know I wanted to get some power aid so we could do the whole liquid thing but my mom wouldn't buy me any so I was like AWW SHUCKs, I think we should add bran cereal to our list.....GOOD JOB anyhow so far.....I Want some freaking power aid so I can excercise, how lame.....

I wake up at four in the afternoon most days so don't feel bad about it obviously I exceed your lameness by far.....

ohh and I had a california roll, sorry about that, it wasn't on our list....

I need excerciseparation....hahahaahah

ok well talk to you later.

[voodooflavoredblood]

OHHH I know I wanted to get some power aid so we could do the whole liquid thing but my mom wouldn't buy me any so I was like AWW SHUCKs, I think we should add bran cereal to our list.....GOOD JOB anyhow so far.....I Want some freaking power aid so I can excercise, how lame.....

I wake up at four in the afternoon most days so don't feel bad about it obviously I exceed your lameness by far.....

ohh and I had a california roll, sorry about that, it wasn't on our list....

I need excerciseparation....hahahaahah

ok well talk to you later.

[voodooflavoredblood]

UPDATE pretty please so I can have something to read.....I am so bored....

lots and lots and lots of loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy birthday to YOU! Yes YOU! Its my moms birthday too... ironic..lol. but I hope you feel better...I know what its like to have those"days". And I have auburnish hair too! You'll love it.. its soo fun..lol(yeah that sounded dumb but whatever)  Take care hun!

~~Jessica~~<3

I know how you feel when you say your tired and restless. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

-Oblique

Happy Birthday. 21..that's the lucky age. You can officially get tipsy.. hah

I agree! BOOOO on MDD..lol... it always completely erases what I have written when I submit it... so now I have grown smart and copy and paste things:) And I totally feel you on getting sooo tired but having to force yourself into the shower...lol... which I just end up somehow falling asleep on the shower floor..lol.. but hey, atleast I got my ass in the shower, right? Take care sweetie and ttyl

~~Jessica~~<3

welcome to t2t~! im a new member myself so just dropping a line to say hello! Mdd has not been working for me either! its so frustrating! but its working right now so im taking advantage! hope to see more writings soon! byeee

xox rissa

It's my birthday on April 12. I'm turning 20. We can buy booze from 18 here, so 21 isn't going to mean much for me. I hope you have a great time, and make sure you return those damn books on time! Lol.

Ash